明天就是2005年了。期待2005年的到来。
2005年，我将要毕业，将要开始新的生活。
2005年，我将会充实，将会更好地迎接生活。
我的目标要量化：
2005年存足10000元人民币；
2005年读10本专业相关的书；
2005年里，我要达到600学时的日语水平；
2005年里，我要发2篇论文；
2005年里，我要背下GRE6000+个单词；
2005年里，我要写10篇技术方面的稿件；
2005年里，我要编写3万行的代码；
期待着2005年的到来。
刚看完韩剧《跆拳道小子》，多少有一点感动。为他们的精神。故事情节是那种普通的，结局也可以预见到。但是我仍然愿意看到结尾，同他们分享成功的喜悦。一群被看做没有希望的失败者，发出令人震撼的声音：“我要改变！”
我被他们的精神感动着。渴望成功的我是否也能够发出这样强烈的声音。我要改变，改变自我，挑战自我。超越自我是了不起的挑战。我每天重复着生活，忙碌着为了一个目标。可是目标稍微遥远，在走的过程中，避免不了迷失自我。我还是那个勤奋的、开朗的、自信的我吗？
Today's regular meeting was on Bill's and Yu's surveys on their seperate fields. Yu's report mainly introduced approaches of SDS(Single Document Summarization), in which he metioned a promising method : Full-Coverage method. He just gave a simple description on it. I felt that he didn't make a full preparation, for his report seemed to be thin. However saying is one thing, and doing is another thing. If I were him, it might be worse.
Bill is good at researching. He had got ready for this meeting. He mainly devoted himself in Anaphora resolution. He gave a list of his related work and a schedule. What's more, his report brought me a inspiration on how to research.
For years, as to me, most of the work in the lab is based on development. What I need and I'm earger for is research. I don't think that the IQ seperates people into two groups, researching group and development groups. I'm interested in math, algorithm and programming. Why should I do research? I tried however, but some of the research projects failed, because of me. One reason is that I didn't devoted myself into researching. I didn't really focus myself on researching. I know that I'm good at programming, but I failed to collect resources and get a deep insight of what others have done. That is a week point. Another reason should be that I was too busy with my study, which is also important, I know. I want to be a perfect man so I began studying a second foreign language, which took much time. But I knew it was important. I won't give up. So will the research. I love computer science. I want to be an excellent expert in computer science. All I need is just to work hard, as Abid said.
All in all, to start researching, I have to get fully prepared. Don't forget to collect related resources. Do turn to famous conferences, journals and papers, most of which are in English. Besides, I have to take notes as well as write reports for me. Reading and writting takes most part of the time, as Prof. Liu told me.
Well, why hesitate not to start researching in the comming years?
刚才slchen跑过来，逐个问明天是不是踢球。我原来打算明天去和大家玩一玩，虽然我不善长踢球。而且我在网上(BBS)也报过名了，既然要踢，就“勉为其难”的加入吧，也算是参加集体活动。
slchen问了一圈，到我这就跳过去了。我当时突然有很委屈的感觉。slchen知道我不常踢球，可能觉得我不会去，所以就没问。如果是平时报名之类的，我可能就主动一些。今天恰恰是他跑过来统计，而且是每个人都问到，而且恰恰这次我原本打算去。要不是别人提醒他一下，问问我，我根本不会找他报名。这是原则问题。应该尊重每一个人的意见。
这不过是意见小事。过一会也就忘了。不过我转念一想，平时我会不会也出现这种情况？比如统计奖学金报名时，我是不是有意无意地漏掉一些人。尊重每一个人。不要用心中想当然的理由为别人设计答案。比如今天，我觉得很生气，因为slchen没有考虑我的想法。我这个人有时很固执，你不说，我也不提。如果没有别人提醒他，我决不会去参加足球赛。
尊重别人的想法。问一下总比不问好。
一时想法，写成小文。有则改之，无则加勉。
今天晚上终于结束了《软件工程》的考试，结束了大学里面的最后一门重要的考试。一转眼就快要毕业了，感觉大一、大二的日子就在昨天。考完试觉得轻松了，似乎明天就要毕业了。余下的日子要好好珍惜，除了做研究、毕业设计，我还想看看书，还想约约yanni。
我的大学生活就快结束了，我的兄弟们就快要走向世界各地。等到那一天的到来时，真有点舍不得。没有不散的筵席。我们在大学里解下的同窗情意应该能够伴随一生吧。珍惜余下的日子。
前一段时间忙着复习考试干项目，没有时间约yanni。她应该生我的气吧。
申请了新的Blog, 准备开始写点新的文字，记一些新的记忆。我一直想创建一个多语日记。用中文、英文、日文等记录我的故事、我的心情、我的感悟。一则练习写作，学习语言；二则广交朋友，促进交流。愿望很好了，可是时间上不一定能保证。而且我又比较懒:-)
快考试了。一想到考完试就有时间happy了，心里充满了”对美好未来的憧憬“。每天都有好心情，相信我的生活也会好起来。
How I wish some day I would travel around the world! I'm eager for the day's comming.